Day 4

Some things are just happen so naturally, so natural that you don't even know it was part of you to do it.

I don't wish to write everyday about how I feel when ever this kind of thing happen anymore. That's probably not going to change anything ever since that chain of sorries came. I knew it was the end.

The world would still spin. Life would still go on whatever your status would be. I guess it would be time to make my life more meaningful instead of wallowing in self pity. It's pathetic.

However, it would probably not stop the fact that I would think about you sometimes..

#day4withoutyou

Just because we don't belong to each other anymore.

Today, work finished really fast.  Time passed by so quickly. Wanted to message you to meet up, but stopped myself after thinking something was amiss.

Just because we don't belong to each other anymore.

I can't say that I have a lot memories that I can remember offhand about us, but I am sure that I would be able to remember something if I see related photos. You used to remind me about times we had together when I don't remember anything about a certain photo. I can only remember those moments in my dreams.

Just because we don't belong to each other anymore.

#day3withoutyou

Negativity continues.

I've tried to learnt and apply whatever I could. But i guess sometimes my best isn't enough, just like how I am. I will still strive, I will still push myself to move forward.

最坚强的人不是会哭泣的人，而是会在奔跑中哭泣的人。

You, are my compelling reason to be financially free. #Day2withoutU

I don't wish to be negative.. but...

I know how bad it is to be negative. I know how it is good to keep a positive mindset which will help to improve your lifestyle. But how do you know what is being over pessimistic and over optimistic?

When you thought life was good, something would change. Just because change is a certainty in life. This two months was a rough patch for me. Kept pushing myself forward to think of ways to grow myself and walk out of negativity. But, when a big impact really hits, it's really difficult to cut myself out of the thinking which I never wanted. Although I hope it's just a bad dream, but I know it's not.

好聚好散吧..

Day1withoutyou