Life is just so full of uncertainty.

Who knows what would happen the next moment, or what is coming to happen in the coming days or years?

Just when you thought life has very much settled down and you are getting prepared for another phase of life; fighting really hard to for a future that belongs to not only you. You get hit suddenly right in the face, and you fall flat down in the face. What next then?

I wonder if anyone really has such traditional thinking like me anymore, where having a family bring about the motivation to rise up in your career. Where family is more important than the job, where being together is more important than having freedom, just because you enjoy it.

It seems like a far away dream which won't be fulfilled anytime soon. I don't know if it's just laziness, or no interest, or just simply, given up hope.

天时不如地利，地利不如人和 (Being in the correct place is better than the correct timing. Having a good relationship with someone is better than the being in the correct place). I guess sometimes these sayings have truth which we ourselves don't realize it until we look back at the things on hindsight.

Time past fast, but it still hurts. One and a half months has past but it still felt fresh. It doesn't strangle but it still chokes. The previous one took two years. I don't have so many two years left. I guess.

What do I want to fight for? Who do I want to fight for?